ab imo pectore



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE


BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





THE DEADLY PAST

June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
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June 2006
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March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008


LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Thursday, June 07, 2007

1:40 AM

ive not stepped out of my house since tuesday.aaron thinks i have no life.right.i need to stop procastinating.i have been wanting to start studying for journalism since 2:45pm but guess what it's almost five right now.alright this is getting way bad.owells.i kinda feel a huge surge or satisafaction within me.having been smoke free for a week.i must say that the illness came in blessing in disguise.funny how things can be aye.it's been four days since dad has been gone.i cant wait for monday now.lets hope he bought me something.crap i am starting to sound like a five year old who's dad has gone away and all she can think of is what new present will i have.well i guess this shows that i am still a child at heart.heh.counting down to the days till my holidays start.one more day.but it's only for a measly two weeks.i am starting to envy jac's lovely holiday now.my bestfriends and i are seemingly starting to drift apart.this is bad.i must make it a point for us to meet up really soon.i noticed that once you lose something you would try by all means to make up for that missing patch.like how now i am turning to all sorts of wierd things ever since ive ceased cigarettes.snacking,drinks,cards.shit this is so bad when i reflect on it.i am starting to feel bad nowadays when people go "hey jessica" on msn and i ask who they are.i think i am suffering from selective retention.



ignorance is bliss

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;